My artistic practice explores identity as an ongoing process of becoming—shaped by lived experience, relationships, responsibilities, and the continuous negotiation between personal and collective worlds.

Working primarily through abstract painting and mixed media, I approach artmaking as both an act of inquiry and a form of meditation. Color has long been central to my creative practice, offering a language for expressing what words cannot. Through the intuitive mixing, layering, and transformation of pigments and materials, I create what I think of as elixirs of color—compositions that hold the possibilities of joy, healing, hope, and renewal. Moving across the spectrum, I explore the emotional and expressive qualities of color, allowing each hue, gesture, and accumulated layer to contribute to an unfolding visual conversation.

My recent body of work, What the Surface Holds, marks an evolution in this practice. Atmospheric veils of color, saturated passages, dripping lines, and gestural interruptions create spaces where stillness and tension coexist. Layers obscure and reveal what came before, reflecting processes of accumulation, disruption, concealment, erosion, and repair. These surfaces become records of experience, holding both moments of contemplation and the complexities that exist beneath what is immediately visible.

Gold occupies a deeply personal and symbolic place within my artistic practice. Historically associated with value, power, and permanence, I am drawn to its capacity to signify something beyond material wealth: autonomy, feminine agency, and an inherent sense of worth that does not depend upon external recognition. My relationship with gold extends beyond painting into my personal visual identity, where it has long served as an expression of strength and self-definition. Within my paintings, gold becomes both material and metaphor—a luminous presence that resists erasure and illuminates what persists through change. Rather than concealing fractures or interruptions, its reflective surfaces draw attention to the places where experience has left its marks, transforming moments of rupture into spaces of possibility.

Circles and circular gestures recur throughout my work, evoking the cycles of nature, the rhythms of life, and the nonlinear processes of grief and healing. Their repetition suggests that transformation rarely follows a direct path; instead, we return to familiar experiences, emotions, and patterns, each time carrying the accumulation of what has come before. These forms hold a tension between continuity and change, between the comfort of familiarity and the possibility of breaking established patterns. What appears to be repetition may also represent movement, growth, and becoming.

Passages of white introduce light, openness, and visual release, suggesting moments of clarity and spiritual reflection. Against areas of saturation, fragmentation, and accumulated marks, white creates breathing room within the composition—not as an absence, but as an active presence that allows space for contemplation and possibility.

These paintings are informed by my ongoing Mothering-ArtAdemic inquiry, which examines the interconnected experiences of mothering, artmaking, academic life, and the often-invisible labor of care. Grounded in feminist perspectives and arts-based research, this inquiry considers how identity is shaped through chosen and imposed responsibilities, shifting expectations, and the complexities of navigating multiple roles. Painting becomes a space to question inherited narratives, negotiate boundaries, and reclaim the agency to define oneself beyond the expectations of others.

Rather than offering fixed narratives or resolutions, my work embraces ambiguity and the coexistence of seemingly opposing forces: vulnerability and strength, containment and resistance, loss and possibility. Through the accumulation of color, material, and gesture, I seek to create paintings that invite reflection while allowing beauty and complexity to occupy the same space.

Ultimately, my work asks what we carry, what we conceal, what seeps through, and how the traces of experience shape not only who we have been, but who we are continually becoming.

BIO

My artistic practice explores identity as an ongoing process of becoming—shaped by lived experience, relationships, responsibilities, and the continuous negotiation between personal and collective worlds.

Working primarily through abstract painting and mixed media, I approach artmaking as both an act of inquiry and a form of meditation. Color has long been central to my creative practice, offering a language for expressing what words cannot. Through the intuitive mixing, layering, and transformation of pigments and materials, I create what I think of as elixirs of color—compositions that hold the possibilities of joy, healing, hope, and renewal. Moving across the spectrum, I explore the emotional and expressive qualities of color, allowing each hue, gesture, and accumulated layer to become part of an unfolding visual conversation.

My recent body of work, What the Surface Holds, marks an evolution in this practice. Atmospheric veils of color, saturated passages, dripping lines, and interruptions create spaces where stillness and tension coexist. Layers obscure and reveal what came before, reflecting processes of accumulation, disruption, concealment, erosion, and repair. Color becomes both a means of expression and a record of experience—sometimes offering moments of calm and contemplation, while at other times revealing the tensions, contradictions, and complexities that exist beneath the surface.

Metallic gold holds particular significance within my artistic practice, extending beyond the canvas into my personal identity and lived experience. For me, gold symbolizes women's empowerment, wealth, autonomy, and self-expression, reflecting its enduring associations with value, financial independence, and personal achievement. I have long adorned myself with gold jewelry—collections of bangles, necklaces, and personally meaningful pieces that serve as expressions of identity, strength, and self-determination. Among these is a ring I designed for my left hand, incorporating the triangle as a symbol of structural strength and stability. Within my paintings, gold becomes both material and metaphor: a luminous assertion of feminine agency, an acknowledgment of what has been endured, and a declaration of inherent worth. Its reflective surfaces trace moments of fracture, transition, and repair, while also celebrating resilience, independence, and the enduring possibility of transformation.

Passages of white introduce light, openness, and moments of visual release, evoking possibilities of clarity, spirituality, and renewal. Together, color, gold, and white create a dialogue between vulnerability and strength, concealment and revelation, and the enduring possibility of hope.

These paintings are informed by my ongoing Mothering-ArtAdemic inquiry, which explores the intersections of mothering, artmaking, academic life, and the often-invisible labor of care. Through this work, I consider how identity is shaped by both chosen and imposed responsibilities, and how creative practice offers space to question, resist, reconstruct, and reimagine.

My work moves between personal experience and broader questions of identity, responsibility, agency, and transformation. Rather than offering fixed narratives or resolutions, I am interested in the tensions that exist between containment and resistance, vulnerability and strength, erosion and renewal. Within these tensions, the act of painting becomes a process of both reflection and possibility—a space where color, material, and gesture can hold complexity while making room for beauty, joy, and hope.

Ultimately, my paintings ask what we carry, what we conceal, what seeps through, and how the accumulation of experience continually shapes who we are becoming.

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